I’ve been told before that I over use the words “I love you”, and that saying it so often eventually starts to make it sound more more insincere.

Well, let me tell you why I tell the people I really care about that I love them so much,

I’m no idiot. I know that no one is ever promised tommorow, so I won’t risk having my life be taken away from me tomorrow and having my loved ones not know how I truely feel about them. I will never pass up a chance to say I love you. So I will continue to say it every single day, as many times as I feel is necessary. And I can assure you that those word will never lose their sincerity when they’re coming from me.

Just because your life is shit doesn’t mean you have to try to take everyone else down with you. Instead of getting pissed off at your friends because they don’t want to drink with you every single fucking night because they have more important things to do, why don’t you focus on doing more productive shit with your life so you can stop feeling so shitty about it? Wouldn’t that make more sense? Pull your fucking head out of your ass and do something with yourself, or leave me the fuck alone, because I’m not going to listen to how shitty your life is if you’re not doing a damn thing to fix it.

There are absolutely no words to explain to you all how much I appreciate everything that all of you have done for me, and how incredibly supportive you have all been. If it weren’t for my amazing boyfriend/best friend anyone could ever have pushing me to see how far I was from who I really I am, I would have never found myself again, and it’s because of him that I finally feel like there are some things that are truely worth holding on to, and to not give up no matter how hard things get. And if it weren’t for my parents pushing me to find a path to follow in my life, I never would have found anything I truely love doing, and hope to make my profession one day. And if it weren’t for Ivan, my parents, and the rest of my family being so supportive of the decisions I’ve made to better my quality of life, I wouldn’t have the strength to go through with it. I love you all so much. I owe my life to you all.

My idiot dog wasn’t payin attention to where he was running and straight took my feet out from under me. I landed right on my bad knee. If the swelling doesn’t go down, I’m fucked.